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  • The Old Rabren Place

    2010 - 10.12

    The Old Rabren Place

    © John M. Williams

    A dark stage as sounds of a rural Southern spring night swell into hearing:  frogs, insects, a distant dog barking, etc.  This lasts for a moment or two; then comes the faraway sound of a powerful vehicle screeching away and going through the gears, followed by the laughter of a little group of men as lights rise to discover them standing, sitting, leaning, gazing over their little valley drinking beer.

    A Friday night in April:  the attitude of the men suggests that the gathering is an old ritual of lifelong friends.  The set can consist of something suggesting boulders (with initials, Les Moore was here, Tiny loves Thelma, etc.), a log, the back of a pick-up truck with a cooler of beer, some bushes at the edge of the stage.  Sound effects should issue from behind the audience, as the space beyond the stage represents the valley.

    LUTHER

    (with a cigar, laughing in response to the vehicle)

    There he goes.  She must didn’t give him no tail.

    ARVLE

    (also with a cigar)

    Sounds like she did.

    LUTHER

    Naw, if she did he wouldn’t be hightailing it nowhere.  He’d be slipping down that back road over there to Jimmy and ems.

    ARVLE

    Try to act like he’d been there all night?

    LUTHER

    That’s right.  He’s headed straight into Armaville–see if he can’t scare up a fight with some of them badasses.

    ARVLE

    Which, it’s a good thing he’s a badass hisself.

    LUTHER

    It don’t never hurt.

    HORACE

    He ought to be ashamed.

    LUTHER

    Well hell, Horace, what would you do if you was married to that thing he’s married to?

    ARVLE

    Kill hisself.

    LUTHER

    Hisself, hell.  Kill her.

    HORACE

    Yall ought not be talking that way around this boy.

    LUTHER

    What way?

    ARVLE

    Did you hear that, Jackson?  He called you a boy.

    LUTHER

    It ain’t nothing he ain’t heard before.  Or don’t already know about hisself.  Long as you understand the lesson in it, Jackson.

    JACKSON

    Don’t kill nobody?

    LUTHER

    Don’t marry nobody.  Then you won’t have to.

    ARVLE

    Well, I’ll tell you–they’s one over there in Happy Valley just about got the ropes around him.

    JACKSON

    I ain’t getting married.

    LUTHER

    Whatever happened to that one with the harelip?

    JACKSON

    She didn’t have no harelip.

    ARVLE

    Man, where you been?  That was two or three months ago.  This new one run her off.

    LUTHER

    Well, I’m gone tell you–if she’s got tits anything like that harelip, this boy ain’t got a chance.

    JACKSON

    She wasn’t no harelip.

    LUTHER

    That’s what done me in.  About your age.  She aired them things out, and I just said good God amighty.  Hell, I wasn’t nothing but a country boy, I hadn’t never seen nothing like that.  I was about as much good as a damn blob of jelly after that.  You see where it got me too.

    JACKSON

    I ain’t getting married.

    LUTHER

    I’m gone let you in on a little secret.  We’d all be a hell of a lot better off if we never even got that first taste.  Just go on about your life and the hell with it.  Be a hundred times better off.  You spend ninety-nine percent of your life either looking for it, running from it, about to do it, just did it, wishing you could, wishing you hadn’t, or both.

    ARVLE

    (to Jackson)

    That’s the way a man talks that’s had so much he can’t even remember it all.

    LUTHER

    Why the hell would I want to remember it all?  There ain’t nothing in life you can fall worse behind in or get caught up on quicker.

    HORACE

    Luther, you talk like it’s been so hard on you, but I ain’t noticed it inconveniencing you too bad.

    LUTHER

    Not lately.  Which is called knowing what you’re talking about.

    HORACE

    How long is it now you’ve been living by yourself?

    LUTHER

    Not long.  (beat)  Twenty-four years in June.  (laughter)  With one or two little interruptions.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, we know all about your little interruptions.

    LUTHER

    Hell, the loneliest times in my life was when I was living with a woman.  I just wasn’t meant to do it.  Which I believe works out best all the way around.  Even though Horace would tell you that ain’t the way the Good Lord intended.

    HORACE

    Well, it says it in the Bible.  And all you got to do is open your eyes and see the natural way we’re created.

    LUTHER

    Now that’s where you and me is different.  I don’t see nothing natural about it.

    HORACE

    You don’t think a man and a woman was naturally meant to be together?

    LUTHER

    Oh hell yeah.  For about two or three days.  (laughter)  How many deer or squirrels or pigs you ever seen married, Horace, talking about natural?

    HORACE

    We ain’t animals, Luther.

    LUTHER

    When it comes time for getting down to business, we are.

    ARVLE

    Yeah boy.

    HORACE

    I never have understood why everybody wants to make it into something so dirty.

    LUTHER

    Because that’s when it’s best.

    HORACE

    Stop that kind of talking around Jackson.

    LUTHER

    He’s seventeen–he knows it hisself.

    HORACE

    Now you stop that kind of talking right now.  And you know I don’t agree with all this running around.  One man and one woman was meant to be together for their whole life.  And you remember that, Jackson.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, and good luck.  I know I couldn’t no more live with one woman my whole life than I could fly to Hawg Mountain over there.

    ARVLE

    There ain’t too many like you and Agnes, Horace.  Not these days.  I remember yall already keeping company when the rest of us was still driving circles around the Dairy Dee-Lite.  And now yall been married how long?

    HORACE

    Thirty-six years.

    ARVLE

    Horace, you been grown up so long I can’t hardly remember you no other way.

    HORACE

    Well, I had to grow up fast.  Daddy needed a man, not a boy.

    LUTHER

    I’ll tell you what there really ain’t too many of, is Agneses in this world.

    HORACE

    No.

    LUTHER

    See, you think they’re all like that.

    HORACE

    No, I know they’re not all like that.

    LUTHER

    Yall probably ain’t never even had a fight.

    HORACE

    We’ve had disagreements same as anybody else, Luther.

    LUTHER

    Well, I was married seven years.  That don’t sound like all that long, till you consider there wasn’t one minute in them whole seven years that woman wasn’t trying to turn me into something I didn’t want to be.  Then it’s amazing how long seven years can be.  People talking about their life flying by so fast–I recommend moving in with her.  And ever one since then’s been the same way.  Soon as they get comfortable, here come the ropes.

    ARVLE

    The difference is, Luther, most men just take it.

    LUTHER

    Ain’t nobody holding a gun to their head.

    ARVLE

    They just know one day they’re going to need somebody to fill out the papers for the nursing home.

    LUTHER

    Well, I ain’t planning to go into no nursing home, so I ain’t worried.

    ARVLE

    Anyway, you ain’t got to wonder why his mama don’t consider you the best company.

    LUTHER

    Is that all?  I thought it was all this drinking and carrying on.

    ARVLE

    Oh yeah, we’re just setting the woods on fire.  Sitting up here with the deacon.

    LUTHER

    What do you think that little puppy dog preacher would say if he could see him?

    ARVLE

    Hell, he’d pee all over hisself.  Dadgum Satan got in here amongst us.

    HORACE

    Listen to yall.  I never said I was perfect.

    LUTHER

    Perfect ain’t even in it.  Two beers on a Friday night–maybe even three.  That’s got Hell wrote all over it.

    HORACE

    Yall hush now.

    LUTHER

    What do you think, Horace?  Think we ought to invite that preacher up here with us next time?

    HORACE

    All right now.  That’s enough.

    LUTHER

    Where’d yall come up with him anyway?

    HORACE

    He’s young and just starting out, Luther, you need to remember that.

    LUTHER

    Where’s the dadgum spirit of God?  Ain’t that supposed to be in there somewhere?  I can’t help but think of Mr. Howard.  Now that was a preacher.

    HORACE

    Well, I don’t think ones like Mr. Howard come along but once in your life.

    LUTHER

    Which is why I ain’t been in twenty-five years.

    HORACE

    That’s up to you, Luther.

    LUTHER

    I can remember when that church was slap full, and Reunion they’d be so many you couldn’t hardly get to the table.

    ARVLE

    Hell, Luther, there wasn’t never a time you didn’t get to the table.  Loading up what looked like a garbage can lid piled about this high.

    LUTHER

    Them was my young, mean days.  There’s always been something about trying to stay awake for an hour that’s made me hungry.

    HORACE

    Well, this little community may be just about gone, but there’s still a congregation and I can tell you it ain’t easy to find anybody to come up here.  So I appreciate him, and he’s a real fine young man too.

    LUTHER

    But has he got the spirit of God in him?

    HORACE

    I believe we all have the spirit of God in us one way or another.

    LUTHER

    In other words, he ain’t.

    ARVLE

    I’d say them is right hard to find.

    LUTHER

    Full of shit is a whole lot easier.

    HORACE

    Now I mean for yall to stop that kind of talk right now.

    LUTHER

    Well, I got to live up to my disreputable character–ain’t that right, Jackson?–or your mama’d be disappointed.

    JACKSON

    She don’t care if I drink beer.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, because she don’t care if she drinks a few herself.  Plus, she ain’t stupid and knows you’re going to do it anyway.

    ARVLE

    She just wants to see you get settled in something, Jackson, that’s all.  You can’t blame her–it’s just the mama in her.

    LUTHER

    Hell, I’m settled.

    ARVLE

    You’re sixty years old too.

    LUTHER

    Not yet I ain’t.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, you turn around snap your fingers and fart you will be.

    LUTHER

    Damn, that sounds old.  The fizz is done been gone.  If she’s worried about the likes of me, I can’t imagine what she’d do if Tommy was still around here.

    ARVLE

    She wouldn’t be real tickled about it.  She wasn’t real tickled when he was here.

    LUTHER

    I still don’t know how he kept hisself from getting killed when Fred Palmer caught him with Peggy.

    ARVLE

    Hell, I do.  He paid him.

    LUTHER

    Paid him?

    ARVLE

    Damn right.  Give him five hundred dollars.

    LUTHER

    Get out of here with that crap.

    ARVLE

    Hell, I thought you knew that.

    LUTHER

    No, I didn’t know that.  Where’d you hear that?

    ARVLE

    Earl told  me.  Fred come in there–caught them in the spare bedroom–and Tommy just said, all right, you put that gun up, let me walk out of here, you won’t never see me no more and I’ll have five hundred dollars cash setting on your front doorstep in the morning.  (a beat pause)  If you’ll just give me about ten more minutes.

    LUTHER

    Aw shit, he didn’t say that!

    ARVLE

    (laughing)

    Naw, I made that last part up.  But the rest is God’s truth.

    LUTHER

    That son of a bitch.  Did he pay him?

    ARVLE

    Earl said he did.  Said Fred had a tractor payment right then.

    LUTHER

    I don’t believe a word of it.

    ARVLE

    You don’t believe Tommy could have come up with five hundred dollars in one night?

    LUTHER

    Oh yeah, I believe that.  Wherever he got it.

    ARVLE

    He just had money.  In his family.  Had to.  There ain’t no other way to explain it.

    LUTHER

    I reckon.  (pause)  How old were you when Tommy was around here, Jackson?

    JACKSON

    I don’t know, about six or seven.

    LUTHER

    You remember him?

    JACKSON

    Yeah, I remember him.

    ARVLE

    Used to sneak off down to the creek with him and shoot cans.

    LUTHER

    Six years old?  I bet your mama didn’t know that.

    ARVLE

    I didn’t know it neither till Jackson told me not long ago.

    JACKSON

    Wasn’t no big deal.

    LUTHER

    I hope yall was careful.

    JACKSON

    Yeah, we were careful.  Just shooting cans in the creek with a .22 and his pistol.

    LUTHER

    Pistol?  Good God, your mama’d a turned a double flip.

    JACKSON

    I could handle a pistol.

    HORACE

    Tommy didn’t have any business doing that.

    ARVLE

    Well, he’s alive, so what she don’t know won’t hurt her.

    LUTHER

    Wonder if Tommy is.

    HORACE

    I’ve had that same thought run through my mind.

    ARVLE

    Naw, hell.  What you talking about?  He ain’t dead. We’d have heard about it.

    HORACE

    From who?  Now that Lambert’s dead.  That was the only connection he had up here.

    ARVLE

    We’d have just heard, that’s all.

    LUTHER

    You’re probably right.  Ain’t nobody seen his face around this sorry-ass place for ten years.  They’s other things to be than dead.  Like smart.

    ARVLE

    And that’s just what Jackson’s mama don’t want him doing.

    LUTHER

    What, being smart?

    ARVLE

    No, running off to Atlanta or somewhere and leaving her by herself.

    LUTHER

    Then she ain’t doing him no favors.

    HORACE

    Now what makes you want to talk that way about your home where you grew up and lived your whole life?

    LUTHER

    Because it ain’t what it was.

    HORACE

    Nothing’s what it was.  But it’s still here.  I’d still take it ten to one over Atlanta or anywhere else.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, Horace, you’re down there on the best hundred acres in it.  You forget about all these dumbass dirt farmers scattered around the rest of it trying to scratch out a damn living.

    ARVLE

    Ain’t nothing here, Horace, no more.  No work.  Look at your boys.

    HORACE

    Well, I believe Ronnie will be the one to come back and take it over.

    LUTHER

    Well, I hope he will–but why would he want to?  Take on all them headaches.  Hell, he’s got a good job–he’s a damn engineer.  All them benefits and everything else.

    HORACE

    Because it’s his land.  It’s his home.

    LUTHER

    Well, what if he don’t?

    HORACE

    Well, I don’t know.  I’m not settled in my mind about that.

    The sound of baying dogs on a scent rises from the valley.  The men listen for a minute.

    ARVLE

    Them Hume’s dogs out?

    HORACE

    Or Beasley’s.

    LUTHER

    Naw, they’re Hume’s.  Which is a near-about guarantee that Hume ain’t.

    ARVLE

    Hell, it’s nine-thirty.  He’s done been passed out three hours.

    HORACE

    What are they after?

    LUTHER

    Coon right now.  Just give it a minute and it’ll be something else.  Before the night’s over they’ll be done run a deer through them peas I just planted.

    ARVLE

    If it was me, I’d have done shot them dogs so long ago wouldn’t nobody even remember them.

    LUTHER

    The one that needs shooting is Hume.  Only who’d want to waste the buckshot?

    HORACE

    Now, that’s no way to talk.

    LUTHER

    He’s the son of a bitch that started the whole thing, and you know it too, Horace.

    HORACE

    Well, if it hadn’t been Hume, it’d have been somebody else.  There wasn’t no way to keep the paper company out of here.

    LUTHER

    Two or three of the prettiest hollows in here.  Looks like a damn atom bomb hit.

    HORACE

    It’s just a sign of the times.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, it’s going to be a sign of the times too when them lawyers is standing around your deathbed with their damn briefcases.

    HORACE

    Well, I’ll just tell you one thing.  No land company is touching one leaf of my property.  Not now or ever.

    LUTHER

    How are you going to stop them, Horace?

    HORACE

    Well, if the Lord intends for that land to pass along to somebody else, then that’s what will happen.  But I guarantee you it’ll be somebody who’ll work it.

    LUTHER

    How do you know what they’ll do in thirty years, or twenty, or ten?

    HORACE

    We’re just stewards of the earth anyway.  We don’t really own it.  No more than them Creek Indians did that probably used to sit right up here talking like we’re doing.

    ARVLE

    Not after they got run off it anyway.

    LUTHER

    I don’t know what all them deeds is for, then.

    HORACE

    It’s in the hands of the Lord.  So I don’t lie awake at night thinking about it.

    LUTHER

    It’ll be in the hands of the damn paper company before it’s over.  Ever square inch.  They’ll just get it a piece at a time from these dumbass rednecks and they won’t stop till it ain’t nothing but pine trees from here to the Atlantic damn ocean.

    ARVLE

    These dumbass rednecks?  Like you ain’t?

    LUTHER

    I never said I wasn’t no redneck.  Just not a dumbass redneck.

    ARVLE

    Most of them just doing the best they can.

    LUTHER

    I never said they wasn’t.  Hell, they can keep on plowing up this red-brick dirt from now till kingdom come, I don’t care.  I’m just saying us rednecks with half a brain is a rare breed.  That what you aiming to be when you grow up, Jackson?

    JACKSON

    I thought I already was.

    ARVLE

    Jackson’s going to do just fine.  Soon as he figures out which half he got.

    LUTHER

    Well, you better hope it ain’t the dumbass half.  The question is, what are you going to do with it?

    ARVLE

    He’s going to finish high school first.

    JACKSON

    I never said I wasn’t.

    ARVLE

    No, only about four hundred times.

    JACKSON

    I’ll finish it.  I ain’t got but a year.

    LUTHER

    Then what?

    ARVLE

    He’s been talking about getting on over there in Armaville with Earl and them for a year and save his money.

    LUTHER

    Which one of us is going to talk him out of it?

    ARVLE

    Well, hold on–I don’t think it’s all that bad a idea.  Just a year, save some money, then start down there at the junior college.

    LUTHER

    What you reckon you’ll end up doing, Jackson?

    JACKSON

    I don’t know.

    LUTHER

    Ain’t got no idea?  (Jackson shakes his head.)  Hell, I say turn him into a dadgum lawyer, let him figure out a way to run the paper company and all these goddam Atlanta doctors toting guns out of here.

    JACKSON

    I ain’t going to be a lawyer.

    LUTHER

    I didn’t think so.  But you better be careful.  You get on with Earl and them, next thing you know one year is two, and you got you a brand-new pick-up and a boat and a this and a that, then it’s five years and you got you about three or four mouths to feed, and you won’t never see the inside of that college.

    JACKSON

    They ain’t got nothing worth knowing anyway.

    LUTHER

    Now Jackson, my boy–that just flat ain’t true.  Look at Horace’s boys.  One of them is a engineer, and the other one’s a computer something or other.  They make more money just getting out of bed than you’ll make driving that dozier for a month.

    JACKSON

    Skidder.

    HORACE

    (pleased)

    I don’t know about that.

    ARVLE

    Only problem is, they’re gone.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, just like Tommy.  Danged if I ain’t starting to see a pattern.  Except for me and one or two others, everybody with any sense in this place has took and gone.

    JACKSON

    Did Tommy go to college?

    ARVLE

    He wouldn’t never talk about it, but I believe he was going to some kind of college that whole time, wasn’t he Horace?

    HORACE

    I believe so.

    LUTHER

    Must have finished.

    ARVLE

    Did you ever hear him say what he was taking?

    HORACE

    No, seems like he said one time, but it’s been so long.

    ARVLE

    You’d think he’d at least have let us know something.

    LUTHER

    Hell, I don’t blame him.  What’s he going to say?  I ain’t never going to see yall no more, it’s been nice?

    ARVLE

    Well–something.

    LUTHER

    He didn’t let us know he was coming, he wasn’t under no obligation to tell us he was gone.

    ARVLE

    You remember that boy he brought up here with him a few times?  That Dexter or ever what his name was?

    LUTHER

    Yeah, I remember him.

    ARVLE

    That was strange bird, wasn’t it?

    LUTHER

    Yeah, he was a little on the odd side.  Main thing I remember is them dadgum fingernails.

    HORACE

    I think that was on account of his git-tar playing.

    ARVLE

    They was kind of tight.  I got the idea from somewheres they was going into some kind of business.

    LUTHER

    Might have.  Except Tommy wasn’t exactly the work hisself to death type.

    ARVLE

    I still believe he just had money.  The way he took it in his head whenever he wanted something he just went out and got it.  Not to mention bought something for near about everybody up here at one time or another.  Ever time he come it was this new rifle or that new stereo or something.  And then by the next time he’d be done tired of it and done gave it away.

    LUTHER

    And the beer and the whiskey and the steaks and the everything else.

    ARVLE

    I’m talking about we had some poker parties now.

    LUTHER

    Yeah buddy, them was the days.

    ARVLE

    He just had money, that’s all.

    LUTHER

    Unless he was one of these that just goes around owing half the people in the world.

    ARVLE

    If he was, it didn’t bother him none.

    HORACE

    No, I believe they’d have came and got him.

    LUTHER

    Maybe they did.

    ARVLE

    Only thing I can say is, I ain’t never knowed a crazier son of a gun in my life.  Who else you know would have spent the night at the old Rabren place?

    HORACE

    If he really did.

    ARVLE

    Well, I don’t believe he would have made it up.  I got out there pretty early, and he was coming out from down in there.  Right by hisself.  I seen that.

    HORACE

    Well, maybe he did.  It ain’t any different from spending the night anywhere else in the woods.

    ARVLE

    The hell it ain’t.

    LUTHER

    Only thing is, I’ll be honest with you:  I’ve always had my doubts about whether he really heard that cat or not.

    ARVLE

    Well, it’s possible.  I’ve heard it.

    LUTHER

    So have I.  Thirty years ago.

    JACKSON

    Mama says there never was no such thing.

    LUTHER

    Mama is wrong, son.  That thing was here, and I’m telling you when it cut loose with that scream it would make the back of your teeth hurt.

    ARVLE

    Sounded like a woman screaming the bloodcurdlingnest scream you ever heard in your life.

    JACKSON

    Did you ever see it?

    LUTHER

    I never saw it with my own eyes, but I’ve talked to too many people that did–including your daddy–and there ain’t no way they was all making it up.

    HORACE

    Daddy saw it.  This was years ago.  Run right across the road one night in front of him.  Big long black painter.  And if Daddy said he saw it, he saw it.

    LUTHER

    But that thing, or ever how many of them it was, has been dead.  It’s been twenty-five years since anybody claimed they saw it.  I believe Tommy just threw that in there for a little spice.  Wouldn’t you say so, Horace?

    HORACE

    Well, I guess I’ve always had my doubts.

    JACKSON

    I hate I never got to see that place.  I’m going to go down in there one day and find it.

    LUTHER

    Well, you better be ready to walk about ten miles.

    JACKSON

    I ain’t walking–I’m talking about taking that four-wheeler.

    LUTHER

    I don’t even think you could get that thing in there.  You about couldn’t tell where the road was twenty years ago when the paper company blocked it off, and it was bad washed-out then.  I’d hate to see it now.  I wouldn’t even know how to begin to tell you how to find it.

    JACKSON

    Tommy found it.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, but that’s been twelve or thirteen years.  If he really did.

    HORACE

    Plus, I’ll tell you, Jackson–I don’t believe you’d find too much even if you found it.  The roof was about gone when I was a boy fifty years ago.  I don’t know about them poplar logs.  I’d be surprised if you found anything much beside the chimney.  And I’m sure it’s all growed over now.

    JACKSON

    Somebody ought to took a picture.

    ARVLE

    Nobody thought about taking pictures of nothing back then.  And even if they did you wouldn’t be able to tell what if felt like.  That’s the spookiest damn place I’ve ever been in my life.

    JACKSON

    What was it made it so spooky?

    ARVLE

    Well, I think it was mostly where it was at.  I mean, the middle of nowhere ain’t even in it with the old Rabren place.  It just felt like you was so far away from anything–

    LUTHER

    You was.

    ARVLE

    And you wondered about them people, living way back in there.

    LUTHER

    It’s them damn boar tusks I remember.  Stuck in that mud between them logs.  I don’t know how many hundred they was.

    JACKSON

    Why’d they do that?

    LUTHER

    Hell, who knows?  Just got in the habit of it, I guess.  Or it might have been some kind of crazy thing they believed.

    JACKSON

    Who were they?

    LUTHER

    Son, there’s nobody alive on this earth can answer you that.

    JACKSON

    Somebody must have known them.  Was their name Rabren?

    LUTHER

    Somebody’s name was Rabren.  For all I know, they was different people lived there.

    HORACE

    I can remember my granddaddy talking about seeing them when he was a boy hunting down in there with his daddy–my great granddaddy.

    LUTHER

    And that wasn’t last weekend, I’m gone tell you.

    ARVLE

    If there’s any such thing as a haunted place, it was haunted.

    LUTHER

    Well, there ain’t, Arvle.

    JACKSON

    Like they was ghosts?

    ARVLE

    Naw, not really.  It was just the feeling you got.  Like they was something there and you could almost hear it talking but you couldn’t really say what it was.  I tell you one thing:  you couldn’t have paid me to go down there by myself at night.

    LUTHER

    Which is why Tommy done it:  because nobody else would.

    HORACE

    I’m not sure what it proved.

    ARVLE

    Anyway, that’s where they found Buck Johnson, back in there–still don’t know what killed him.

    HORACE

    It was a heart attack, Arvle.

    ARVLE

    Yeah–from what?

    HORACE

    People do have heart attacks.  Just have them.

    JACKSON

    Who was Buck Johnson?

    ARVLE

    Just somebody our granddaddies used to know.  He was hunting in there.  Didn’t come home that night–they went out looking for him but didn’t find him till it got light.  Had just fell over stone dead.  And I can remember when them folks from North Carolina disappeared down there.  I was about seven or eight.  I remember it.

    JACKSON

    What happened to them?

    ARVLE

    Just never found them.

    LUTHER

    That painter done had him a snack.

    HORACE

    They probably wandered down into some tighteye.  Got hurt, couldn’t get back.

    ARVLE

    All of them?

    HORACE

    Well, I don’t know, Arvle.  It was something.  I just can’t understand why people have to come up with all this nonsense.

    ARVLE

    Because there was something about that place, Horace.  I don’t care what you say.

    LUTHER

    Folks just need a little spooky.  Breaks up the boredom.

    ARVLE

    Well, you can say what you want to.  But I seen them eyes down there myself, and I ain’t never heard nobody explain that.  And Daddy said the same thing.  So did Uncle Burt.

    JACKSON

    Could have been that panther.

    ARVLE

    No.  Yall don’t know what I’m talking about.  I’m talking about them things was a good ten foot apart.  We was right there on the edge of that field–it was about half growed-over then–and this thing, ever what it was, was at the edge of the woods.  We was late getting out of there–it was pretty near dark.  And all three of us seen it.  Them two eyes shining kind of yellow.  They would blink together, at the same time–just the way something would if it was blinking its eyes.

    JACKSON

    Well, what was it?

    ARVLE

    I’ve spent the rest of my life trying to figure it out, and still ain’t.  And I’m gone tell you:  you ain’t never seen three people any happier to be in a truck.  That’s about the scardest I’ve ever been.

    HORACE

    It was two things, Arvle.  It had to be.

    ARVLE

    This wasn’t no two things.  This was one thing.

    Three quick muffled gunshots sound from the valley below.  They all instinctively turn.

    LUTHER

    Look out.  Somebody done kilt somebody.

    HORACE

    Sounded like it come from over in there by Danny and them.

    ARVLE

    No, I don’t believe so.

    LUTHER

    It’s that dadgum widow-woman what’s her name bout half a mile past Ed’s.

    ARVLE

    Tutwell.

    LUTHER

    Yeah.  Something moves around that place, buddy, here come the twelve-gauge.  Which is why I don’t hunt around there no more.

    ARVLE

    Jackson, wasn’t it right over there you killed that eight-point this year?

    JACKSON

    Right down there on that cut-over.

    ARVLE

    How far down?

    JACKSON

    Not the creek but the next one.  He was just walking along that far edge–I had the wind.

    ARVLE

    He was pretty.

    LUTHER

    I bet I’ve killed ten deer right in that same spot through the years.

    ARVLE

    Tell the truth, Horace.  Don’t you miss it?

    HORACE

    No, I don’t.  I honestly don’t.

    ARVLE

    What I don’t understand is, you say you don’t feel like killing nothing, but you still fish.

    HORACE

    Well, you can always throw them back.

    LUTHER

    Then I don’t see no point in doing it.

    HORACE

    (laughs)

    Just to be out there on the river.  Get away from your problems.

    LUTHER

    Me, if I don’t catch nothing, that’s a problem.

    HORACE

    Well, I’m not trying to tell nobody else what to do.  It just got where it felt different to me.  Somebody else wants to hunt, that’s fine.  You know I’m happy to have them come in and thin the deer out every year.  They do their way, I do mine.

    ARVLE

    Well, that’s fine, Horace.  But it’s a heap different from how you used to be.

    HORACE

    People change, Arvle.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, that’s a fact.  They do.

    HORACE

    Daddy was the same way.  Just got to where he didn’t enjoy it.  Especially after Mr. Howard died.

    LUTHER

    I guess you spend your life hunting with a man like that, it’d be hard to do anything else.

    HORACE

    Maybe so.  But them last two or three years of his life–I never saw any man change as much.  He just got to where he wasn’t interested in nothing.

    LUTHER

    Well, he was sick, Horace.

    HORACE

    I know he was.

    LUTHER

    We’re ever one of us headed down the same road, if we keep breathing long enough.  Just get flat-out sick and tired of it.

    Train whistle sounds in the valley.  During the time the train approaches, goes by, and fades, no one seems to notice it.

    ARVLE

    (after a pause)

    They say it’s going to be another one of them damn dry summers.  These last few has just about wore me out.

    LUTHER

    Makes it tough.

    ARVLE

    This dadgum global warming.

    HORACE

    The Bible says the End Days will be difficult.

    LUTHER

    I don’t know about all that–I’m just thinking about all them fleas and mosquitoes and standing out there half of every day with a hose.

    ARVLE

    Don’t even hardly have winter no more.  And these summers just burn everything up.

    LUTHER

    Maybe Jesus is coming, sure enough.  Except that don’t seem fair to Jackson.  Just about make it to drinking age, and the damn world ends.

    HORACE

    It’s not the end of the world, Luther, it’s the beginning of a better world.

    LUTHER

    Couldn’t be a whole lot worse.  Course, it does make you wonder:  if it’s going to be all that much better, how come He didn’t just do it in the first place and save time?

    HORACE

    He did.  But we messed it up.

    LUTHER

    Wonder what’ll keep us from doing it again?

    ARVLE

    Yall get into that, I’m leaving.  Horace, how’s the azaleas?

    HORACE

    They’re pretty.

    ARVLE

    I’m gone ride over and look at them in a day or two.  Your daddy planted enough for everybody.

    HORACE

    Yes he did.

    ARVLE

    And I’ll tell you something, Horace:  he lived a good long life.  You get to where you’ve done everything, and ain’t interested in nothing no more:  that’s how long you want to live.

    HORACE

    I wonder if it ain’t just a little bit too long.

    ARVLE

    Well, would you rather go out kicking and screaming?

    HORACE

    I don’t know.

    LUTHER

    I ain’t never saw nobody exactly tickled about it, whenever it was.  Ain’t nothing but the young part of it any good noway.

    HORACE

    I wouldn’t agree with that, Luther.

    LUTHER

    I would.  It’s the truth.  Ain’t that right, Arvle?

    ARVLE

    It’s got its good points.

    HORACE

    Yall are forgetting that life is a gift–it’s all good.  Most people are healthy when they’re young, but then about half of what’s in your head is so silly too.

    LUTHER

    Is what’s in your head silly, Jackson?

    JACKSON

    Probably.

    LUTHER

    Shoot, Horace.  You were a damn football star when you were young and had everybody slobbering all over you.  You saying that ain’t better than now when your whole body ain’t nothing but a bunch of places waiting to hurt, and you lie awake at night worrying about what’s going to happen to your land?

    HORACE

    I don’t lie awake at night worrying about something the Lord’s in control of, and I wasn’t a football star.

    LUTHER

    Don’t let him fool you, Jackson.  Horace was the best football player there’s ever been in this county.

    HORACE

    What are you talking about.  That was forty years ago.  There’s been all kind of ones come through here since then could run circles around me.

    LUTHER

    Well, it’s different now.  And he could have gone to any one of about five colleges too.

    HORACE

    No I could not.

    LUTHER

    I’m just saying you could have.

    HORACE

    Well, it don’t matter now.

    ARVLE

    I’ll tell you one good thing about getting older:  you can set still longer.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, it’s called a nap.

    ARVLE

    I don’t mean that.  I mean just setting around thinking.

    LUTHER

    I’d say that depends on what you’re thinking about.

    HORACE

    I know what he means.  It takes till you get older before you can just sit and think back to all the times in your life.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, because when you’re young you’re busy running around drinking and staying up all night being a love machine–doing everything you end up remembering.  Sometimes I wonder if these that’s cut off in the middle ain’t the luckiest ones.

    JACKSON

    Daddy was thirty-five.

    LUTHER

    Well, now, wait a minute, Jackson, I was just talking.  I didn’t mean him.  I’d give anything in the world if he was still here with us.

    ARVLE

    Was he thirty-five?

    JACKSON

    Yeah.

    ARVLE

    I was thinking he was a little older.

    JACKSON

    Thirty-five.

    ARVLE

    You sure?

    JACKSON

    Thirty-five.

    ARVLE

    (calculating)

    Well, maybe so.  How old were you when he died?

    JACKSON

    Two.

    ARVLE

    You remember him?

    JACKSON

    I got a picture in my head of him setting out there in the back yard.

    ARVLE

    He’s set there a many a hour.

    LUTHER

    Whoo, I couldn’t count the times me and him went off somewhere–hunting or fishing or just carrying on.

    JACKSON

    I guess he was pretty good at carrying on.

    ARVLE

    He was a good man, Jackson.

    LUTHER

    There ain’t nothing he done half the rest of us ain’t done too.  You listen to these women, they make it sound like something so godawful terrible, but who ain’t drank a little moonshine one time or another?

    ARVLE

    And it wasn’t the moonshine anyway–it was the lead.  It’s a miracle it ain’t killed three-fourths of the county along with him.

    Jackson nods, holding his emotion tight.  They are quiet for a moment.

    LUTHER

    You wish you could have known him, don’t you Bud?

    Jackson nods.

    ARVLE

    I’m sure he wishes that too, Jackson.

    LUTHER

    He was a good man, don’t let nobody tell you no different.  Had a good heart.  (sighs, growing reflective and a bit sentimental himself)  I think about Daddy.  Ain’t a day goes by I don’t think about him.  I wasn’t but twelve myself.  I remember me and him out there burying Raider–and you talk about somebody loved a dog, buddy–I still ain’t got over it–it wasn’t long after that.  I remember thinking, well at least he got me through that.

    JACKSON

    You still miss him.

    LUTHER

    Ever single day of my life.  A boy and his daddy–you know, that goes pretty deep.

    HORACE

    (after a pause of several beats)

    You done had more than your share, Luther.

    ARVLE

    I believe what you gone through would have killed me.

    LUTHER

    Naw, it wouldn’t have killed you.  You’d have just kept on, same as me.  Ain’t nothing else you can do.  But you’d know what it feels like when about half of you is gone with it.

    ARVLE

    How old was that little fella, Luther?

    LUTHER

    Four.  (pause)  Never had a mean thought.  Never hated nobody.  Never wanted to hurt nobody.  Loved his daddy.  Trusted his daddy.  But his daddy couldn’t help him.

    HORACE

    Nobody could help him, Luther.

    LUTHER

    Naw, I reckon not.  You want a beer?

    ARVLE

    I’m all right.

    Luther glances at Horace, who shakes his head.

    LUTHER

    Jackson?

    JACKSON

    (finishing his beer)

    Yeah.

    Luther goes to the bushes just off-stage.

    LUTHER

    (calling out, relieving himself)

    What you going to do with them four hundred acres, Arvle?

    ARVLE

    Ain’t much I can do.

    LUTHER

    You ain’t gone do nothing then?

    ARVLE

    What would you do?

    LUTHER

    I don’t know.  Reckon they’s enough Atlanta doctors you could lease it out to?  Just run all the deer in Buce county over them, charge them about a thousand dollars a day?

    ARVLE

    No.

    LUTHER

    I don’t either.

    ARVLE

    I don’t know.  If I cut some timber every year to pay the taxes like Uncle Burt did, won’t be long I won’t have nothing to sell.

    LUTHER

    (coming back, stopping by the cooler for beers)

    Sell?

    ARVLE

    Well, what would you do, Luther?

    LUTHER

    (after a long pause)

    Just hold on to it.

    ARVLE

    That two thousand dollars a year ain’t just laying around in the road.

    LUTHER

    Well then, thin it all along, like Burt did.  Replant it yourself.

    ARVLE

    Hell, I can’t afford it.  You’re talking about a big operation, Luther.  I got a full-time job–I run a store–I can’t go into the timber business.

    LUTHER

    (shakes his head)

    It’s pretty over in there.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, it’s pretty.  And it’s expensive too.

    HORACE

    Arvle, don’t you think you could lease it out to one of these hunting clubs sure enough, just to cover the taxes?

    ARVLE

    I guess I could.  Hunt somewhere else myself.  Kind of like letting somebody run you out of your house.  And when that somebody is a bunch of nuts with rifles, it kind of bugs you.

    HORACE

    You could be selective.

    ARVLE

    Hell, I couldn’t control who they’d bring in there.

    LUTHER

    I tell you what I’d do.  I’d plant it with some of this mary-juana.  That’s the only way half of these hillbillies can make any money.

    ARVLE

    Oh yeah.

    JACKSON

    Daryl Brown was talking about how he leased his to the paper company.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, I know about Daryl Brown.  I could lease mine too.  Thirty years.  They’d cut it down to the dirt, plant it in pine seedlings, and I’d spend the rest of my life looking at that.  I’d sell it before I’d do that.

    LUTHER

    Which, they’d do the exact same thing.

    JACKSON

    How much can you get, Uncle Arvle?

    ARVLE

    Probably five hundred dollars an acre.

    JACKSON

    How much is that?

    LUTHER

    That’s two hundred thousand dollars, Jackson.  That ain’t bad change.  Arvle don’t need it, cause he’s the man who has ever-thing.  But he’s got three younguns I bet would rather divide that up than get four hundred acres of land they can’t do nothing with.

    HORACE

    It’s not an easy situation.

    LUTHER

    No.  It’s not.  I tell you what, Jackson.  I’m going to give you the best advice anybody ever give you.  Don’t even think about working with Earl and them.  Get your young butt down there into that college and get into something you can make a good living at as far away from this place as you can get.

    HORACE

    Now Luther, I don’t know that I’d put it like that.

    LUTHER

    I do.  I mean, hell, this kid has spent his whole life wanting to be like us, and that’s fine and dandy, except here he is now about to finish school, and come to find out what we are ain’t nothing no more.

    HORACE

    Luther, what makes you talk like that?

    LUTHER

    Because I don’t want to lie to him.  Sure, if he could be like you, that’d be fine, but he can’t.  He ain’t got nothing but his two hands and whatever sense God give him.

    ARVLE

    That’s all he needs.

    LUTHER

    That’s right.  So go off somewhere else and use it.  You can’t stay here and live the way we have.  Look at Tommy.  You don’t see him staying around here, do you?

    ARVLE

    You fixing to get crossed up with his mama.

    LUTHER

    Then all she’s doing is holding him back.  She’s thinking about her, not him.  Man, even I got sense enough to see there ain’t no future in it.  Hell, you talk about the Civil War–yeah, they come down here and whupped the South from one end to the other–just like the damn paper company:  they clear-cut us and planted all their own shit right on top of us.  It ain’t the whupping that was so bad if they’d just got their asses out of here when it was over and gone home.  What was bad was how they took what we are, took the way we think away from us.  Emptied us out and poured their own way in.  Made us humilified and ashamed not to think their way.  Made us say, come on down here and take over ever-thing, long as you give us your damn Yankee money.

    HORACE

    It ain’t just Yankees, Luther.  Much as I hate to say it.

    LUTHER

    Yeah, I know.  There ain’t never been no shortage of damn scallyways and trash–they smell the wind and say, we got to get in on the taking before it all gets took.  Just look at Atlanta.

    ARVLE

    I’d rather not.

    LUTHER

    And soon as they steal enough, they get cleaned up and put on a tie.  Then you can’t tell them apart from everybody else.  And don’t nobody really care. That’s America.  What something is ain’t nothing.  It’s just what it looks like.

    HORACE

    Sometimes.

    LUTHER

    Just open your eyes and look around you–all around these hills–what do you see?  I count one, two, three, four damn antennas sticking up.  Hell, they got us in a damn force field, melting our brains out.

    HORACE

    (laughs)

    Luther, you’re a mess.

    LUTHER

    We’re all a mess.  When we ain’t looking they start taking our land away.  It maybe ain’t as quick as just outright stealing it, but it works better.  And you just drive around up and down these roads at night and what do you see?  Inside of ever damn house they’s this damn blue thing glowing in there and they’re all setting around it like moths.  Why do you think all these damn A-rabs and shit don’t want it in?

    JACKSON

    What did folks use to do?

    LUTHER

    See, that’s what everybody wonders today.  They can’t even imagine nothing else.

    ARVLE

    What they did was go to bed–after they’d done broke their backs out there in them fields all day.

    HORACE

    That’s true.  But Luther’s right now:  folks did just sit around and talk more than they do now.

    ARVLE

    We ain’t doing too bad.

    LUTHER

    We’re a dying breed.  Which is just exactly what we’re setting up here talking about.

    JACKSON

    I just wonder what they done down there at the old Rabren place.

    ARVLE

    Hell, I know them folks went to bed.  They didn’t have but just theirselves.

    LUTHER

    (laughs)

    Good God amighty.  When I was married I run out of things to say, I believe it was the third afternoon.  From then on, it wasn’t nothing to do but listen.  And listen and listen and listen.

    ARVLE

    Hell, Luther, you didn’t listen.

    LUTHER

    I guess you got a point.

    HORACE

    You know, it hit me just the other day.  I got to thinking about Granddaddy and Grandmama’s place–Grandmama had a little flower garden out there by the fence–and they was some kind of little windmill-looking thing Granddaddy had made in it–I had sort of a fuzzy picture of it in my head and I got to wondering about it–seems like it was a frog or a rooster or something–and I thought, well I’ll just ride around there and look–then right on top of that I remembered:  shoot, the house ain’t even been there for twenty years, and they’ve been dead and gone for thirty.  And I just wanted to ask somebody about it, but I couldn’t ask them, and I couldn’t ask Uncle Walker, or Uncle Hilton, or Aunt Sarah.  And it hit me:  there wasn’t a single soul left I could ask.  They’re ever single one gone, and all there is left is this little piece of a memory in my head and when I’m gone it will be gone too.  And it just give me the funniest feeling.

    ARVLE

    I’ve had that same feeling.

    LUTHER

    Get used to it.  It don’t take long before ever-thing you ever knew is up there on that hillside by that church.  (laughs)  Look at Jackson.  We’re about to scare him to death.  Hell, it really ain’t all that bad till you have you three or four beers and get to blubbering about it.

    The sound of a powerful vehicle, as before, but heading towards them, comes up from the valley.

    LUTHER

    Uh oh.  Here he comes back.  Must be gone try again.  Only this time he’s drunk.

    ARVLE

    Hell, he was drunk the first time.

    LUTHER

    I’m talking about arm-waving drunk.

    ARVLE

    Yeah, but you know something?  I believe he’s wasting his time.  She’s looking out for herself, and I don’t blame her.

    LUTHER

    She’s done had the tingle–now she’s ready for the jingle.

    ARVLE

    That ain’t like you:  you’re still looking for the tingle.

    LUTHER

    Hell, I ain’t looking for neither one.  All I’m looking for is another beer.

    ARVLE

    Bring me one this time.

    JACKSON

    (kills his beer)

    Me too.

    LUTHER

    (going to the cooler)

    Deacon?

    HORACE

    Yeah, I guess maybe one more.  (drinks)

    LUTHER

    Whoo boy.  We’re fixing to pitch the biggest drunk since Uncle Walter found his teeth.

    They laugh, he gets the beers, distributes them, as lights begin to fade.  The men form a silent tableau, looking over the valley, as the earlier night sounds, and a distant train whistle, rise in volume to meet the vacancy.  Slow fade to black-out.

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